A YEAR WITHOUT BLOGGING

Okay, so I got no excuses. I was out because I wanna detach myself from the world… not really. I was so damn busy with work and MAFIA WARS. Excuse my randomness but I won’t be Phoebe if I am too organized…

I miss my boyfriend. The setup is this: we love each other, we miss each other… sans the formal relationship. Why? Distance, work, stability… If you are meant to be, hell, you are meant to be. If I met him like 5 years earlier, I would have dumped him for good, shove a new, shiny bf/gf pic on his face and call him a sore loser. But no, I followed what I vowed for. Really weird. I dunno what sprouted out of my tiny heart but I became strong and stupid. Go figure. Yes, world, I still love him.

It’s a Sunday and I should be prepping up for church but I don’t want to waste this opportunity. My minute brain is working again. Yipee! Yes, fellas, I am back to church. I still have a lot to fix in my life but I think with a help of THE fellowship, it’ll be easier. I didn’t say and will never say I am perfect… God loves me. ^_^

I miss Manila. I miss the night life. I miss my roommates. I miss saying “Work hard, party harder”. I feel like I am planting crops as where I am is so laidback. Pretty simple. Without the intarnets, I think, I’d end up crocheting 25 tablecloths for mom. Thank you for the webs!

I enjoy being a call center agent. Seriously. A lot of people who knows me would notice the difference. Yes, I am fatter and uglier now, but I am enjoying life. No pressure, no deadlines. I don’t need to make my workplace my bedroom. I just think of the basics… and it’s fun. Oh no, I am beginning to be so simple. This is not me! LOL

I am planning to go back to studying. I might take up some units in Education. Me and my sisters have long been planning to put up our own school and I guess it’s high time for me to start building the foundations. I am soooo excited!!! I just pray that they’d allow me NOT TO wear the uniform anymore… DUH???

Oh yeah, work. I met a lot of new friends. I met a lot of TRUE PEOPLE. My workmates are amazing. Even if some already resigned, we are still connected to each other. We will be celebrating our anniversary on the 17th of November and you are not invited. Bwahahaha! 

Why KINDER MACOPA? I named Wave 10 (work people) Kinder Macopa because the class is a mixture of personalities that can be found in a kindergarten class, Day 1. Our trainer, Naj, is the coolest. She’s like a kindergarten teacher — very patient — coz I think we are the craziest wave she handled. MACOPA because here in the Philippines, most often than not, Kindergarten classes (or the school administrator, out of power tripping) are divided into sections named after fruits.

Okay, I’m done. I’m already boring you with my randomness. I wish this is not my first and last entry for 2009. That is if I weren’t too lazy to blog.

Talk to you later.