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All I Wanna Do Is Find My Way Back Into Love

June 12, 2007

I have been complaining about everything since Day One. It was a big mistake not to acknowledge the huge difference that we had. I was in love, or so I thought.

You were my superior and until now, you are still. I am so used to us talking "normally", like real human beings in love but when it comes to work, we have to be completely different individuals, which is unknown to me. I always think that I am in love with you. I should have seen this the first time: that it's just pity that you feel for me, far far away from the dream I call love.

I can never forget the first time you hit me. I know it was an accident because I made you furious. It made me very afraid of you. I don't want to see you shaking in angst anymore, 'coz even if it's not my fault, you might hit me again. But you promised that that will never happen again. And I believed you. Because you never hurt me physically since then, but the torture you do to me emotionally is more brutal and raw and unrelenting. I never thought that this day would come — this day that you subliminally told me that my future with you is hell.

Do I still see us celebrating our first anniversary? Yes. Do I still see you as my partner for the rest of my life? I am not sure. I am happy, though, that you missed me. Somehow, it eased the pain crying deep inside my weakening soul. But a blur is what I see with OUR future (the future I believe we have) and THE future (the future we are trying to deny).

I love you, I hope you still feel that… because I cannot feel you anymore.

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Shet nakaka-iyak. Ikaw ba ito, PYu?!?!?

Posted by Jojo Hipolito at June 12, 2007, 6:34 am

Hindi. Kathang-isip lang yan. Leche!

Posted by phoebemadness at June 12, 2007, 10:59 pm

Nice. Ganda wah. o_o

Posted by Amanelle at June 26, 2007, 4:25 pm

Salamat. Hehehe!

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